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22hb 9 2007
hmmm today tah apa mimpi aku, terasa nak meluahkan perasaan plak...
apa yg nak diluah kan dulu yer... about my love story ker.. eh japp... aku ada love story ker.. i dont think so.. yang aku ada la keterperasan yang melampaui batasan... well lets talk about reza... times pass by and we still like this.. more than friends less than lover.. so what is that suppose to be mean... close fren that care for each other... hmm yer la sangat... days by days aku rasa aku falling in love wit him more n more.. y..?? dont ask... aku sendiri pun tak tau... is it because i need to be constantly in love or what.. hmmm ntah la... kadang2 aku rasa he just using me.. when he bored or he doesnt have no want to talk to then baru dia cari aku.. klu tak jgn harap la... yer ker macam tu.. klu macam tu.. xkan hari2 dia bosan.. sbb hari2 dia msg aku... n hari2 he say i love you to me.. so aku kebinggungan... i try to understand his situation tp makin aku tak paham n n confuse... ntahla labu...today aku bgitau dia stop saying i love u to me anymore... aku takut terlupa yg kita org ni just kawan... i still love him.. penangan sedih ni lebih kurang aku sedih macam aku break dgn monster dulu... hmmm.. this is even worse... hari tu aku tgk citer the holiday lakonan kate winslet, cameron diaz, judelaw dgn jack black... nice movie... malah aku rasa aku macam iris dalam citer tu.. walaupun dah dapat tau bf dia cheated on her but they still fren... da guy pun treat iris xpatut... he getting engaged but still wan to have sex with iris.. damn la that guy... sakit hati betul la aku.. y..??? sbb hidup dia macam hidup aku... tp aku xda la sampai have sex wit dat guy... bila iris nak lupakan dat guy pasti dat guy aku muncul balik dgn kata2 yang romatis nya... pastu iris xmampu nak menolak dat guy n forget him... ok... dats me.. da real me... sedih la... what can i say about my self is, i need to be constantly in love.. apa kah maksud hidup sebegiini...
well aboutt myself...aku makin confuse dan confuse...

My favourite music

i listen to all type of music such as country,jazz,r&b,rock,oldies and many many more. It all depend on my mood that moment,. if I feel happy i will listen to pop, pop ballad. jazz, r&b or anything that lively. However if i'm not in mood or i'm sad, moody, i will listen to sad song. slow ballad song,slow rock and many more. When i feel tension i will listen to hard rock, punk rock. But my favourite music will be all the oldies song and music because its really make me feel more relax when i listen to it.